She didn’t have to do it. It threw me. Such generosity. Such kindness. It’s her way of showing love. I cannot match it. I can only touch, listen and care. And I do. I shared it. It felt right. My love had some and so did my other erstwhile one. I hope it pleases her, or even gives her some ease. I won’t hear one way or another. I texted her and left a message on her answer machine. Will she understand that it is a loving gesture? Or will she read it as a playground tactic – a buying one. I cannot control how she thinks or feels. I don’t know her. It is done and I am glad of it. It felt right.
